Its been quite awhile since my last post... Its been what? A few months ago? Oh well... I must have been rather busy... Going Indonesia... Then Malaysia... Holidays are kinda enjoyable while it lasted... But now its over... Back to school... Boring same routine over and over again... That's some of the reasons why i didn't blog for quite some time... Other reasons are simply... Things are getting too personal... Seems like the older you get, the more personal things would get... And more privacy is necessarily enforced... Starting from today, i'm officially alone again... I guess i will be till i change my attitude i give to people... Especially her... And yea... I am withdrawing myself again... From her... I guess i'll just be a burden to her cause i know i'm kinda irritating... And i'm somehow impatient... When can i evolve into someone who is not bothered about waiting? Having superb level of patience... I'm the one who still needs more learning... A new year... A new chapter... Hopefully i will find what i need to do the necessary changes and such... And you. . . I'm sorry but i guess i just have to do this... To me, it seems like a better option... I just care too much about everything rather than to care about something... I know you all will be confused about the previous line but i think i'm the only one who understands... You seemed so perfect... Who am i to you... Probably nothing at all... I'm just a friend you met somewhere... And i couldn't match up to your standard... I'm such a lousy guy... A loser... A lame loser... and i'm invisible... Don't forget that...