Borned on october 15 1992, i sound like a normal baby... But in fact i was in my mum's womb for 10 months... When i came out, i didn't cry like normal baby would do... I was a stoner... Everybody was scared that i wasn't alive... Doctors did whatever they could... And i started to cry... There, marks a new beginning for me... Named Shafiq... I grew up... Not knowing what the future holds... Every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every month, every year, i just keep learning and learning... From nothing to something... From Crawling to Walking... My mum and dad would really take good care of me... Never letting anything harm me... Protecting me always... Then soon after i was able to understand things, i was taught how to be independent... Do things on my own... Like how normal boys would... Many facts about myself was discovered... As time passes by... These facts seems to get bad and nasty... But i pushed on... I still had alot to understand about myself... Sacrificed some of my time to physical activities... Grew abit bigger... My mind began to receive words slower... But i am able to react like normal people... Because i was kinda slow, i didn't really notice about my surrounding... Innocently moving around... People took advantage of me... Well... Life has to go on... Lessons were learnt... And i was on par with people who used to bully me... I really appreciate my parents for teaching me how to be independent... If not, i still wouldn't survive the emotional sufferings i had... Till now, i don't really have any friends who could really stay with me through thick and thin... Most of them just come and go... but i don't mind... Recently i went for a medical check up... Almost All the stations i did okay... All was well.. For that moment i thought... Thats when today i had the bad news told... I did expected it to come... But its still kinda surprising... When all was gonna be fine, this had to come in place... Just when you thought your life was going through steadily, the nasty facts about yourself had to block you from going far... The body which you had build... The structure in which you had designed it to be... Has just failed you... And just when you think that that nasty fact of yours will be invisible, it has just shown itself... I just see my future getting darker than it used to be... Its fading away... And all of it that i have dreamt of will be nothing but merely be a dream... So how is this going to be? How is my life gonna continue from here on? I know that life is unfair... But i didn't expect it to be this bad... I'm not gonna be considered as physically fit anymore... Even if i could do hundreds of push ups... Twenty over pull ups... Get 8 mins for 2.4km... A single medical test would just land me in the waste basket... I'm not academically good as i used to be... Thats why ite is the place i study now... But then again... True Courage is to move on without losing yourself in spite of all the difficulty and dishonor...You'll never leave where you are until you decide where you'd rather be... Trying to instill a positive mindset to get me going... I should let Faith decide... Let Fate bring me there... And just Hope for the best... Cherios. . .