Everything is falling apart... Can't do anything much... Just have to live with myself... No matter where i go... No matter what i do... Nothing ever goes right... Its useless... I don't wanna bother anybody... I don't wanna be a parasite... Independence is what i have to learn... Maybe this is how i have to live my life... So be it... I'm not really blaming you people... but everyone just have their own schedule... Have their own problems... although i'm the one who always help people, the one giving advices, i myself is going down and under... I don't need any distractions or any help of all sorts... I'm cutting all communications in the mean while... I need to regain my strength... Find my lost soul... Redirect my concentration... Change my mindset... Alter my personality... I'm really not myself anymore... Please... For now, don't find me... I'm going away... It might take quite some time before i can stand on my feet again... Till then... Goodbye...
