Damn I'm so tired... its been somewhat... two weeks? Since i last blog... well... as you all know... school has already started... my school? ITE Dover... its not what i was expected to go... everybody was shocked with the result which i get... according to what WAS planned FOR me by teachers and my parents... i should be going to polytecnic... guess i failed them... but its not the end... higher nitec is still not bad... people get the wrong perspective towards ITE... its not what they think... where the bad group of students are... not true... its typicality in their mindset... one person from ITE behaving and appearing bad... everybody is... wth... hmm... Firstly... my course, Information Technology, is kinda cool... helps me alot... and... i met a few of my primary school mates... Yusof, Ismail, Rohainiza... hahax... my class is super kecoh... lots of nonsense... teacher is at the front giving lecture... we at the back play counter strike... on the left dota... on the right left4dead... cool or what... seriously... the lessons, for me that is, are quite interesting... but depends on the teacher... some are boring... some are chill outs... for instance... just now i had computer maintainance... i was suppose to do some hardware and software checks... i finished fast so i played last stand at y8.com... it was down to the last 3 zombies to shoot... on of the teacher came... EH EH done your work or not ahhhh... let me check now now... i replied... wait cher wait... two more zombie... isn't that funny... abeh cikgu pon boleh layan... hahax... surely there's more nonsense to come... stay tuned...

Another thing that made me super heavy is MKE... Mini Kayaking Expedition... its was during last weekend... kayak like want to die arh... its been almost 2 years since i last kayak... so my kayaking stamina, meaning arm power, is kinda weak... even though after afew trainings, to me, i still think i didn't meet up to standard... but as they all know, i'm a land cadet officer... to them, my skills, my award and standard of kayaking are acceptable... good enough i guess... it was two days... morning to afternoon... afternoon to evening... from SAF Yatch Club to Pasir ris... and the other way round... from SAFYC to Pasir ris, the distance if i'm not wrong is 15 to 18km... so the whole MKE is around 30 km or so? Thats for each phase... 2 days... 2 phases...

When we all set off on saturday morning, i was kinda excited... its an expedition! So kayak... after one hour... my right shoulder feels heavy, as if its going to drop off... endure... severe headache starts... endure... skin burning... endure... all the way to Pasir ris... once reached, the cadets were dying already... so they drifted faster than they could beach up... there were fishing lines all over the shore... so i positioned myself somewhere there to alert the cadets not to go there... all of a sudden, there were a few mat reps and uncle fuckers shouting... HEY HEY WE ARE FISHING! STUPID OFFICER YOU BLIND IS IT? I gave them a stare... i wore my Ray Ban shades so my face look fiercer than usual... i stare for quite some time... then they sat down keep quite... i couldn't accept such nonsense man... they don't know how tired we are... rilek ony... come shout shout... picking a fight? Your choosing a wrong organization man... me and a few other officers then beach up after everybody has done so... i was angry so i carried my bloody heavy kayak single handedly and slammed it at the sand at the same time staring at them... if this were to happen to you what do you feel... so we all went up... ate lunch... i said to the head coxswain i couldn't continue... it was too tiring... seriously... anyway there is another phase the next day... so he understood and took another guy to replace me... lucky me... once they set off from there to SAFYC, we had to wait for a bus to bring us back... while waiting, we all went to the playground and had our own fun time...

The next day... i decided to take morning shift again... because the afternoon shift was really burning hot... i think i could suffer some severe headache and heatstroke... to be honest, i was the only land coxswain there... Hakim had a bad day during Camp STEEL so he didn't get to kayak... Hazwin MIA... its kinda pressurizing lah... but its great... new friends... this shows that i can be put anywhere and not be lonely! The same thing also... kayak like hell... reach there... eat lunch... somebody take over me after lunch... so i completed MKE! Hahax! Now this is only a lil bit... There's more to come.. which is AKE... Annual Kayaking Expedition... 3d2n... wow... by the time it ends, i'll be flying... sore arms... empty mind... unable to think... guess i'm talking too much... i'll end here... Thank you for your time people...