Eversince my secondary school life ended... my life was such a bore... there was nothing much to do... all i could was go out for swims and some ncc stuffs... it was lucky that i'm a cadet officer... if not, i would be growing fatter by the minute... everyday sitting at home right infront of the computer... i'm not fit as i used to be anymore... few years back, i was always outside on my own... gym... track... those were the days when i WAS an athlete... now... phew... nothing ziltch zero kosong... previously during school days, i used to have many friends... each and every day i would hang out with different people with different attitude... mat reps, hip hopper, ncc guys, girls... now... like i said, nothing... all i have is Hakim... a friend... a brother... love life? Don't talk about it... even worst... it didn't have to turn out this way... many things happened so fast its like an F1 car zoom pass by me... well... all i have to do now is wait for school and prepare for what the future holds... new life... new people... new environment... almost EVERYTHING is new...

Enough bout my present life...

Today is FRIDAY... NCC TRAINING! hahax! Yesterday's a false alarm... today's training is just as normal... my first post in JVSSNCC is Part B Platoon Commander... i don't really know them much cuz last time i'm in charge of not much... well... i'm the AUSM... what do you expect... most the AUSM in other schools laze around... finally after a few trainings, i get to introduce myself PROPERLY and FORMALLY... i made it clear to them that i expect high standards from them and have high expectations from this platoon... its not easy talking to them cuz they are still young... sec 2... not fully matured YET... childish thoughts playful behaviour... i also told them i can be angel and i can be devil... it all depends on them... heaven or hell? Take your pick! Hahax! Had Physical Training today... just what i was waiting for... my unit have such wonderful weaklings... but still... they are the best... training ended around 7... as usual... fellow cadet officers fall in at KFC! Hahax! Had a good time with Shol, Hakim And Wei Hao... laughing all the way till 9pm... full of nonsense... all sorts of things came out... including POKEMON! Hahahax! Imagine a world talking with their names as their language... Sha sha shafiq sha! [=

Walk all the way home and now here i am... blogging...

somehow i wish that i wouldn't have got into this whole mess...